FEAR WITHIN

I stare into oblivion,
Anxiousness eats me inside,
Stomach churns,
I clench my jaws.

I want it to be successful,
I want it to make me smile,
Yet fear dulls me up,
I can only hope and pray.

The news start to stream in,
I wait nervously,
She has emerged,
All beautiful and cordial,
I stare in disbelief,
A laughter escapes me,
"Welcome to the World".

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