GONA'S RESOLUTIONS
A new year beckons, the old is gone, with it the memories of good and bad times. Gona
looked at his diary and quickly shook his head perhaps at the unmarked
resolutions he had not been able to accomplish. He looked at the first one, he
was to buy his father a suit, he had not accomplished this as he did not know
his father’s measurements and was afraid to ask him. He saw the second he was
to renew his spiritual life; he was not sure if he had accomplish this. He had
been to a church a number of times, tried to pray before meals but felt empty. He
wondered what he needed to do to feel closer to God. He took out a pen from his
drawer and wrote the word Google in the place of a tick. He scrolled towards
the end of the list and saw the three fun things he had not managed to do as a
result of finances. He had not gone for camping, swimming or picnic with his
girlfriend even after promising her a couple of times.
This year he hoped for great things, knew that
he had to do some changes in his life if he wanted to be successful. He decided
it was best to write everything he hoped to get rid of. He wanted to stop
drinking and wondered what incentive he could offer himself if he accomplished
this. He smiled and slapped himself on the head, perhaps to cajole him back to
his senses and cancelled it. He could not stop drinking, maybe he could stop the
number of times he visited his favorite bar. What he was sure he could try to
change was his habit of procrastinating things. He knew this behavior dragged
him behind to the point of having his priorities misplaced, that’s what his
girlfriend always said. He took a moment to think of the next thing he needed to
avoid. Bad friends. He needed to get rid of Wafula, Mutua and Omondi, these
three always had something up their sleeves that needed cash. But wondered how
would he avoid his long term friends.This was a question for another day, all
he knew was that he desired to have a year like no other so sacrifices had to
be made. He looked at the diary with a renewed hope for the future and prayed
that God, the one above who sees all things spoken and unspoken would make this
an auspicious year with many blessings. He beseeched for him to give him the
grace o accomplish all his resolutions, promising that he would be a good boy.
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